Call me Meckay, 19 year old lady who lives in the UK. Been here for 5 years and was orginally from the Philippines. A 1st year univeristy student at Brum University and is inlove with my boyfriend Marlon.

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Posted on Sunday, Mar 9 at 8:36 pm

Filed under broken, feelings, happy, hate, hosting, likes, love, marlon, rawrrbaby

Just came back from London awhile ago, truthfully I didn’t have a lot of fun as we were arguing most of the time (dont pitty me, coz I’m used to it ) but we did made up after that. Spent most of our day at Marlon’s house watching movies, eating and cuddling at night. Didn’t take any photos to show to you lot as he’s not that type who is going to say yes to everything I want. I admit he does control our relationship , whenever we argue I always end up saying sorry to him or asking him for his forgiveness. I may look stupid or people may think I’m such a martyr loving someone who doesn’t care about me as much as I do; but who cares I fucking love him . I may end up regretting what I said just now in the future but I don’t know, I just wish I could learn to love my own.

Anyways I’ll stop talking about my not so perfect love life and let all of you lot to know that my website is open for HOSTING. So if you’re interested just message me her

Posted on Sunday, Feb 24 at 9:27 pm

Filed under broken, feelings, hate, marlon, mom

Me and my boyfriend haven’t been in good terms lately and it’s upseting me. I haven’t even done anything wrong but he kept on ignoring my phone calls yesterday. Haii, badtrip. I wish I can just let go, but it’s not that easy.

Aniway’s my mum’s alright now thanks to everyone who wished her luck in her operation.

 Waa. I want a new layout, but I can’t be arsed to make one.

Posted on Tuesday, Feb 12 at 10:51 pm

Filed under feelings, gifts, happy, love, marlon, tired, university

First of all I would just like to thank all the people who greeted me on my birthday; they made me feel really happy and special  

Aniways yesterday was just another day except the fact that I turned 19, I dont feel like a baby anymore. lol, We had a small birthday party here at our house with some of our close friends. The party was not that extravagant or anything like that however the party made me feel really happy because I always complain to my mom about her not celebrating my birthday everytime we have a little misunderstanding.

As I said before most of the presents I received are cash and I’ve already spent most of it but I did received some gifts from my friends and my boyfriend.

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